Tag: purpose

Oslo.

As I lay here at 3 am with him in my arms, I reflect on our time together.

The lowest of lows. The highest of highs. The reason I got out of bed and off the couch. When my heart was shattered, your little paws where the ones that were there and most importantly picked me up.

I never truly understood the attachment to animals until I met him; our souls matched.

The pain of leaving you, is so strong. I will never forget you. I will always love you.

As tears, fall down my face I beg you to never forget your mummy.

I remember the moment when I hit rock bottom, crying on the floor of the shower and you just watching me, making sure that I was protected.

That time, you hissed at a boy I slept with so he left half way through the night.

The times where you would literally jump in the shower with me.

But most importantly, the times where I would ball my heart out and you would come running down to my bedroom and cuddle me all night.

You came into my life for a reason and I am so blessed for that reason only, Oslo.

My son. My baby. My saviour. The reason I survived the break up.

I, thank you. Thank you for the cuddles. Thank you for the comfort. Thank you for the memories.

You will never be forgotten and you’ll forever be in my heart and soul.

As I hand you over to your new mummy, please remember me.

Love, Chloe x

Wasting your life

Imagine waking up in 50 years and thinking you’ve wasted you life.. Working a job you hate and not living a happy and joyful life? This not only can make you feel like you’ve lost your purpose in life, but it can also make you feel suffocated as every minute that goes by is getting closer to the end.

If you’re sitting in an accountant job you hate or you feel like you are not chasing your dreams, it’s time to change your life. No dream is too big for you to complete. Although circumstances like finances and locations can get in the way instantly fighting for that dream, do something day by day to get closer and closer to that dream.

Since I was a little girl, my two dreams were always ‘Traveling & being a child protective officer” each day i am getting closer and closer to my dream. At the end of this year, i would have completed my school life and to celebrate I will be going on a journey to discover myself, my passions and my purpose. My plans after I get back are unclear but one thing I know for certain is that I’ll never give up on my dream of helping children in unfortunate circumstances.

In saying this, I hope to not get overly caught up in following my dreams, as I will allow myself to change based on the journey my life takes me on. You can allow yourself to this too. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself.

This is abit of a random topic today but I hope my words can help you to change your way of life or even appreciate everything you’re doing. You create your destiny. You are in charge.

Talk soon, Chlo x