As I lay here at 3 am with him in my arms, I reflect on our time together.
The lowest of lows. The highest of highs. The reason I got out of bed and off the couch. When my heart was shattered, your little paws where the ones that were there and most importantly picked me up.
I never truly understood the attachment to animals until I met him; our souls matched.
The pain of leaving you, is so strong. I will never forget you. I will always love you.
As tears, fall down my face I beg you to never forget your mummy.
I remember the moment when I hit rock bottom, crying on the floor of the shower and you just watching me, making sure that I was protected.
That time, you hissed at a boy I slept with so he left half way through the night.
The times where you would literally jump in the shower with me.
But most importantly, the times where I would ball my heart out and you would come running down to my bedroom and cuddle me all night.
You came into my life for a reason and I am so blessed for that reason only, Oslo.
My son. My baby. My saviour. The reason I survived the break up.
I, thank you. Thank you for the cuddles. Thank you for the comfort. Thank you for the memories.
You will never be forgotten and you’ll forever be in my heart and soul.
As I hand you over to your new mummy, please remember me.
Love, Chloe x
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